Thursday, July 31, 2014

चित्रकार


बना रहा था मैं एक चित्र,
गहराईयो में थोड़ा डूब कर,
तन्हाइयो से थोड़ा ऊब कर,
हाथो को आड़ा तिरछा हिला कर,
रंगो में सपना सुनहरा मिला कर,     
किसी के ख़यालो में यू खो कर,
आँसुओं से चेहरे को यू धो कर,
मस्ती में कुछ ऐसा झूम कर,
दृढ़ता को जज्बातो से चूम कर,
मुस्कुरहटो को पानी में पिघला कर,
गमो को समय की आग से जला कर,
दोस्ती का तज़ुर्बा अपना कर,
हर दर्द को कही अंदर दबा कर,
विचारो का युध यू छोड़ कर,
वक़्त की रफ़्तार कुछ यू मोड़ कर,
आँखो को उनसे यू चार कर,
उत्सुकता को मन में सवार कर,
कर्कष्ता को यू हवा कर,
मौसम को कुछ यू जवा कर,
पसीने को बिल्कुल भूल कर,
रास्ते के पत्थरो को यू धूल कर,
फूलो का बगीचा सा बना कर,
खुद को खुद में ही फ़ना कर,
बना रहा था मैं एक चित्र.

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Unity (Haiku)


 
United rainbow,
Dismiss discrimination,
Depicting pure heart    

Monday, July 28, 2014

कौन है तू

 
तड़पती सी है दुनिया सारी,
या सिर्फ़ तू ही तड़पती है,
दरिंदो के बीच रहती है हर पल जो,
तो क्यूँ नही बिजली की भाँति कड़कती है,   

कौन है तू - एक सुंदर गुड़िया,
जो घर के कोनो में आँखें भिगोती है,
या है तू आज़ादी की वो लड़िया,
जला कर संसार को भी जो नही रोती है, 

कौन है तू - एक बहकी जवानी , 
सब जान भी अंधेरो में जो सोती है,
या है तू वो ज्योत दीवानी,
अंधेरे की भूलभुलैया में भी जो ना खोती है,

कौन है तू - बस एक आवाज़,
जो सिफ्र पानी ही हर पल भरती है,
या है तू वो निर्णायक शंखनाद जो,
हर युध का पूर्णतया अंत ही अब करती है,     

कौन है तू - एक अबला नारी,
कर्कश शब्दो के प्रहारो से जो डरती है,
या है तू एक शक्ति का स्त्रोत,
राख जो हर एक पापी को यहाँ करती है,
   
कौन है तू - एक उदासीन साया,
जो इल्ज़ाम दूसरो पर ही लगाती है,
या है तू वो दैवी छाया,
हर किसी को राह पर चल कर जो बताती है, 

कौन है तू - एक मज़बूर कड़ी,
शब्दो में जिसकी कमज़ोरी ढलती है,
या तू है वो जीवंत ज्वाला,
हर खुशी जिसके आँचल में पलती है,

इतने रूप है तेरे सुनहरे,
सबमें समन्व्य क्यूँ नही तू करती है,
दरिंदो की क्या होगी औकात,
गर खुद ही खुद से तू नही जलती है.

Sunday, July 27, 2014

भोला


अंधेरी सी उस नगरी में आज भी,
अंधेरो की ही साज़ है,
रोशनी से शायद वो दुनिया,
कुछ इस कदर नाराज़ है,

मुस्कुराहटें दम तोड़ रही है कही,
इंसानियत की यही मोल है,
आँसुओ की लड़ी जलती है अब,
दीवाली अपनी कुछ यू अनमोल है,

हवायें उड़ा ले जाती है सपने  
कुछ कमज़ोर यू हमारी खुद्दारी है,
कहते है सीना ठोक के वो,
"बहुत मामूली सी आपकी गद्दारी है",

बस एक रास्ता ढूँढते है जीने का,
ज़िंदगी जीना भी अब एक जंग है,
जो रहता है भोला सा यहाँ,
वही आज सबसे ज़्यादा तंग है.

      

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

बिकता है


दर्द बिकता है यहाँ,
क़त्ले आम बिकता है यहाँ,
जिस्म बिकता है यहाँ,
हर एक जस्बात बिकता है यहाँ,

तेवर बिकते है यहाँ,
दोस्ती का नाम बिकता है यहाँ,
आँसू बिकते है यहाँ,
सपनो का वो आवाम बिकता है यहाँ,

खून बिकता है यहाँ,
सच्चाई का मकान बिकता है यहाँ,
लांछन बिकता है यहाँ,
अंधेरो का हर समान बिकता है यहाँ .  

प्यार बिकता है यहाँ,
भगवान का सामान बिकता है यहाँ,
परिवार बिकता है यहाँ,
मौके मे हर इंसान बिकता है यहाँ.

कवि - दिवाकर पोखरियाल        

Just want to (Enclosed Rhyme)

 
I just want to succumb in your hug,
Leaving the world behind,
Over and out being blind,
My senses want liberation without a shrug,

I just want to rest forever,
In your heavenly charms,
Quietly want to die in your arms,
Neither wants to be fool nor clever,

I just want to touch your murmur,
Forgetting every single prestigious link,
Drunken eyes don’t want to blink,
Leaving emptiness for reward or error, 

I just want to feel you presence,
To comfortably surrender all worldly pleasures,
No wish of life, no wish of treasures,
Thy soul wants to conclude your absence.

Thursday, July 17, 2014

एहसान

रफ़्तार कदमो की ही तो थी जो यू चली थी,
कमी सांसो की ही तो थी जो यू खली थी,

जिंदगी में हमसफर जैसा ही तो तुझको पाया था,
फिर क्यों अकेले में कमी किसी और की पली थी,

अश्को की बारात तो कभी बुलाई नही हमने,
फिर खुशियाँ क्यो हमसे यू रूठ कर चली थी,

इस कदर एहसानो तले दबाया था तुमने,
हम सोचे की इस ज़िंदगी से तो मौत ही भली थी,

किस्मत भी हॅमपर मेहेरबान इस कदर हुई "ए-दोस्त"
की जहाँ दफ़नाया गया हमे वो भी उसकी ही गली थी.

Saturday, July 12, 2014

Why we go to school for 14 years?



I was traveling through a train to reach my destination. I was in sales and marketing and so was going out of Delhi due some office work. As soon as I got inside the train it started.

“Oh God, just in time” I sighed and then tried to be comfortable.

After a few minutes I was all set for the journey. The train was constantly running and I was sitting over my seat and looking outside. The things were going backwards and we read it during our science classes that it is due to relative motion. I looked at a distance and saw that things are going forward. The train is going in the same direction, but the things nearer to the train were going backwards and things farthest to the train seem to be going along with the train. I smiled looking at this and then started looking around. Every other seat was filled and next to my seat an uncle of approximately 40 to 45 years was resting. I took out my headphones and started listening to the music. Music is a real healer and in present pain filled and lone world we need this healer a lot. We could see most of the younger generation having these earphones. Few would listen to music and few will talk on the phone. I was listening to the music and looking outside.

Suddenly I saw a school where children were playing. It was afternoon and I thought “Oh, Games period” and a smile crossed my lips remembering my own school days. School days were not short periods, they were as long as they can become. We spend around 14 years of our life in school and come out with an Aim of join a college. It wasn’t strange but its truth.

“What are you thinking” Uncle said.

He was now looking fresh, he was waiting for food. My thought process broke its journey and I looked at him.

“Nothing uncle, just common thoughts” I said with a smile.

“What thoughts” He said with a smile.

“Nothing Uncle, I was just thinking that how can we waste our 14 years in school and come out with nothing in life. We still suffer with respect to our careers and life.” I said to him.

“No beta, It is important to go to school and then college to rise higher and earn a handsome amount” He said.

“Then why we study so many subjects in here. If we have to do a job then we can start doing it at an early age. Why to waste such time?” I asked, looking at him.

“It is not waste of time. They teach you the basics and then all important things about a subject that are necessary. All these things would be required for you in your future. And you need time to know yourself. Until and unless you would not be open to so many subjects you will not understand your strength” He said with a smile. 

He was correct and I think he was spot on. So many subjects in school might solve this purpose of knowing your strength. But there was one thing that was inside me and I wanted to throw it off. I thought this might be the perfect occasion. I continued the conversation with a smile.

“Ok uncle according to you what is the most important thing required in any field?” I asked him softly.

“You should know your strengths and you should not fear of failures in the path” He said like all our elders.

“So in short, I should be determined towards my goal and should know where I am going” I tried to understand his point of view.

“Very correct, ” He said.

“But in our schools there is so much emphasis on marks and learning subjects that doesn’t make you determine or even help you to understand the true you. The number of books never ends and examinations seem like a never ending journey. I mean to say why we don’t teach student about life and the attitude towards it” I was trying to find out the answers of my questions.

“You should study hard to get high percentage and then you can do whatever in your life” He said.

“That’s what our elders told us to do, but what if I didn’t like to study the subjects available in my school? What if my interest is something else?” I said

“You should listen to your elder as they do things for your good” He again said.

“How can it be? Means if I didn’t know how to be happy or what are my strengths or my goal in life or even what I am good at over 14 years of school, isn’t it useless to go to school” I said

“You are a young boy and you will not understand its importance” The uncle said and it was evident from his expressions that he had termed me as another youngster who live for fun and away from his duties.

I was about to ask another question, but the food had arrived at the scene and we both broke for the lunch. My mind was still continuing its experiences and beliefs.
And after lunch that uncle went for another sleep. I think my first impression got wrong with him.

“Brother, you were right” A voice struck my ears.

I saw towards that voice and there I saw a young boy sitting on his seat. He came down and sat along with me.

“Really?” I said with a smile.

“Yes you are true, I was much interested in sports from my childhood and my school didn’t have the facilities. I was really good at it.” He said

“Oh great, which sports” I asked.

“Football Bro” He said with a sigh.

“Oh, that‘s great, ” I said.

“Yes, but my family never supported me in this. They knew from the earlier classes that I am good in it, but they always forced me to study and get high percentage. I tried my best, but only able to secure 70%.” He said with another big sigh.

“Yes, this is true for me too” Another voice came from the other side.

“You also?” I said

“Yes, I wanted to become a writer, but my parents forced me into a job. I really had very little time for writing and after a few years I left writing. I still have that tease inside me that if I would have been writing till now I would be happier than this.” She said.

“What do you write” We both asked.

“Ummm, I write poetry mostly and short stories also” She said with a smile.

It was really strange how the expression changes when we discuss about something that we love to do in our life.

We kept on talking with each other and after a few hours we went back to our seats. I again started thinking on my own.

“Why we can’t support our children in something they want to do? They only want to achieve something and not doing anything wrong. They are not harming anyone. They are just trying to give a try for something they love or something they believe in. Why can’t we believe in their dreams? Why we force them in our fear of life?”

I completed my journey in such thoughts and as I was coming out of the railway station there was a school. I saw so many parents and children standing. I saw report cards in the hands of parents and students. I smiled, remembering my own school days. I continued walking and just overheard a conversation.

“Only 55% marks? What will you do in your life” An angry parent was trying to ask an unanswerable question.

“I told you I am not good in maths” the student said

“You don’t practice. You waste your time in useless sports. I told you a hundred times to forget that sport. First get a good job and then along with it does whatever you want to” The anger was in seventh heaven.

“But I tried my best. I couldn’t able to understand maths” He said slowly.

“Till this day we wasted money on you. We spent lakhs of rupees on your studies and tuition and this is what you gave us...” His father was in a furious mood.

“But I told you I have no interest in this. I wanted to play football.” He said in a low voice.

“Shut up you lazy boy! You don’t want to do anything in life. You are an irresponsible boy who just wants to eat on behalf of your parents hard work. Oh God! Why you gave us such a shameless boy who don’t even care about his parents. He wants to play football and don’t even understand that he is choosing something that will not give him money or anything else.” The father was in pain.

“I will try my best to do well in Football. I will surely find a way” The boy said stubbornly.

“Shut up your crap.....” And the father slapped him.

I had enough of sightseeing and I hurriedly went off the scene. I was still thinking inside of my mind.

“That slap was on what? Was that slap on the boy or his dreams, on the father’s inability to understand the dreams? Was that slap for the suffering that his father had while letting him grow?”

I was still not evident on the reason of that slap. And this wasn’t the single slap. There are numerous slaps sounding across the world. What this slap signifies?

I thought of telling that father to let his son do whatever he believes in but then when that will ask me what I am doing then. He will laugh at me and say, “Son you are doing a job and earning money and that’s why you are saying this crap, first do things yourself” I was also one of the lost soldiers in the battle of passion versus money. In this never-ending battle of thoughts I entered the hotel room and the one lone question that came to my mind was - “Why I wasted my 14 years in school if I am not yet happy with what I am doing”