Standing
on the edge,
I
gazed the sky,
Cried
shoddily in rain,
Finally
jumped & tossed to die.
Touched
earth with a bang,
The
collision was implausible,
A
sudden jerk to body,
Senses
lost fervour & became indiscernible
Now
the devastation is bleeding,
Enactment
failing its recourse,
Cavernous
pain cries aloof,
Time
out for any remorse.
Eyes
bleeding feebly,
Tears
exterminating from soul,
It’s
time to bury alive,
RIP
to my body in shoal.
This
incessant pain is unbearable,
Give
thy soul relief,
Beseeching
ultimate respite,
Hopping
on departed belief.
Pain
killers dying insanely,
Not
even breath can hold its weight,
Mind
is alive in pursuit of existence,
Body
is exiled & soul devastate.
Oh
God, I can’t budge my hand,
How
do I end my pain for forever?
Even
needle stopped sensing,
My
pain has turned relentless and unbearable.
My
legs are trampled like a can,
Every
single breadth paining badly,
I
can’t even move my eyes,
Cries
have lost power, yet I’m screaming madly.
Oh
god! This pain seems everlasting,
Can’t
tolerate this continual squish,
Every
second feels agonizing & dreadful,
Please
grant me this ultimate wish.
I
have tried hard to live,
But
these humans are egocentric,
I
tried purely from heart,
They
constantly busted my belief being frenetic.
Even
my love shredded her promise into pieces,
Left
me aloof in pain,
My
self-consciousness died there,
I
whimpered, Oh lord! Why me again?
A
final sorry to my Mom from my soul,
I
have lost the battle of hope,
I
love you more than me,
That’s
why I fell in this grope
Arrogant
heart is sluggishly beating,
I
can listen to those sighs,
The
tolerance has lost the battle
Oh
Lord! I am begging my “Ultimate Demise”
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